Friday, November 15, 2013

Haven of Quietude

Walking into the chamber was an incredible awakening….mother Silence reached out and took my hand, gently guiding me inside, and in the most soothing voice I’ve ever heard, she whispered ‘welcome home’. An immediate feeling of lightness overcame me, I felt the unnecessary sound frequencies packed on my shoulders lifted, and then experienced for the first time a change in muscular tension, the discharge of 'acoustic tension'; I felt a deep wave of muscular relaxation ripple through my body. If this is what Silence does to a body then everyone should have a dose of it; I felt very blessed to have discovered this hidden chamber filled with the treasure of Silence.

The chamber, scientifically known as an Anechoic Chamber (an-echoic meaning non-echoing or echo-
Fiberglass wedges lining all the walls of the chamber
 free) is a specially designed room /chamber lined either completely, on all walls including the roof and floor, or partially, with sound absorbing material thus making the inside of the chamber a haven of quietude. Under normal conditions when talking in a room, the sound waves generated through voice will reach our eardrums as well as the walls of the room. Some of the sound waves that reach the wall will be absorbed by it, while the remaining will be reflect back from the wall into the surroundings, and if loud enough we will hear an echo. In the anechoic chamber, the design and type of absorbing material used to line the walls will absorb most, if not all, of the sound waves that initially contacts the walls. While doing research on the topic of ‘Silence’ I was surprised to learn that the University of British Columbia (UBC) actually has an Anechoic chamber, see the article at this link. (http://www.silentpcreview.com/article45-page1.html)
Feeling beside myself and with extreme excitement I email the Professor inquiring about the possibility of spending some time in the chamber; after all if I am going to research and write about Silence it seems reasonable that an embodied experience might be in order. I was very pleasantly surprised when the professor agreed that time in the chamber was indeed a real possibility depending on his availability to orientate me to the chamber. I arranged my schedule accordingly and met with him at the scheduled place and time. A delightful gentleman who was so very knowledge and patient when explaining the characteristics of the chamber and answering my questions. He even measured the level of the noise in the chamber at 20 decibels, a value that’s normal for most chambers of this sort (I decided to measure the noise level in my clinic space using a free, noise meter, downloadable app …average reading was 62 decibels). For very simplified explanation about decibels see this link (http://www.howstuffworks.com/question124.htm)
A point of interest: the University of Salford’s Anechoic chamber is measured at minus 12 decibels, unarguably the quietest place on earth and perhaps where one would truly hear the ‘sound of silence’. (http://news.bbc.co.uk/local/manchester/hi/people_and_places/newsid_8224000/8224555.stm).

After the orientation chat the professor took his leave and I had the opportunity to sit alone, with lights turn down, for 25 minutes in the chamber.
I sat on a small wooden box in the corner of the room, back straight, chin slightly tuck in and adjusted myself into a relaxed, steady and comfortable posture.  The first noticeable sound was the incredibly loud ringing in my head; this must be my central nervous system at work, neurons firing away, stuck in old habits and patterns and now wondering where the heck are the familiar noises; the 60 decibels I’m usually surrounded by. The ringing held my attention for a few moments not getting any louder, but not getting any quieter either. 

It was clear hearing the high and low pitches, I had a flash of the Nascar race track and the screaming noise of those super fast cars as they fly by. After a few minutes I slowly and carefully focused my attention to the breath, and with each inhale and exhale the movement of the lower belly. The ringing noise gradually subsided into a background noise as my attention shifted to the sound of breath in the nostrils. At first there was one sound in the nostrils, a deeper sound that was soothing to hear, a sound that I focused on for about 2-3 minutes. Then, I hear the second sound, a higher pitch sound, also in the nostrils, now two sounds occurring simultaneously with inhalation and exhalation, the higher pitch sound in the upper nostril and the lower pitch in the lower nostril. According to ancient yogic Pranayama scriptures, on inhalation the sound ‘so’ is heard, on exhalation the sound ‘ham’ is heard; I continued with breath awareness in the hopes of hearing these sounds… but not today.
My Caribbean backyard
I soon felt my breath slowing down becoming more rhythmic and my lungs were now filling and expanding with ease. I envisioned the movement of the diaphragm, the main muscle of respiration, and which in my opinion, is the ‘muscular switch’ that shifts us into physiologic recovery. As I shifted my awareness to the diaphragm another wave of relaxation rippled through my body, the shoulders, face and neck muscles felt really, really relaxed; my belly softened and I relaxed the organs on the inside. Soon after I became aware of the heart beat, the centre of my chest and the upper ribs moving in synchrony with the gentle but strong lub dum sounds of the heart. These sounds are hypnotic, my mind drifted off riding the wave of the pulse, my entire body was now pulsing, at times the pulsing was so strong it moved my torso, I imagined this wave saturated with my vibratory signature merging with the akashic field and telling my story. Another downshift of deep relaxation, this time it was the eyes, the eyelids relaxed so much they felt heavy as if one was hypnotized and unable to open them; the eyeballs were floating, suspended within their bony cavity, my eyes feel refreshed, my mind revitalized.

rational brain: ‘ it’s about 25 minutes, wrap this up’
blissful brain; ‘ no way, my soul is recharging’

There was this deep inner knowing that I was indeed back home.

Namaste to all,
Stay safe until the next post.

3 comments:

  1. Another beautiful post Randy. I continue to learn from you at each interaction.
    I too have been in the Anechoic chamber at UBC. Every time I hear those words, I hear the deadening silence of being inside. I have not had the opportunity to sit alone in an Anechoic chamber, but your descriptive post is close. The descriptions of your breath and the internal sounds of your body is very calming and I felt, momentarily, as if I were in your place in the chamber. However, the high decibel level of noise at my house ruined that. I wonder what the decibel level is in my classrooms?
    Until next weekend!

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  2. Randy! Thank you for referring me to your blog, I started with this article on anechoic chamber... The "vibratory signature" notion you mention, very interesting, I never "visualized" the living beings within the frame of this description, something new to ponder on and explore.
    Like we spoke and agreed, chatter is western, silence is eastern. Some concepts are not readily accepted by the modern place and pace. Meanwhile, less is more (a bit of cliche now, thrown around mostly as a mind-pacifier rather than a discernible actuality). Less sound, more inner meaning? When we behold the beauty, we say we are "speechless", as we just want to absorb the moment, experience the perfection in its pure form, untainted by sounds, comments, even thoughts.
    Silence in healing... reminds me of a number of monastic orders and schools of philosophy where silence is not an option, it's a way of life. Modern retreats, remotely situated as a rule, are meant to be a place of open space and silence. The objective: to find the inner balance, to heal, to come to one's roots and find the core. Silence as a means of savouring the very process of life, second by second, breath by breath, and realizing one's precise existence within the space and time, and letting go.
    After we spoke about the meaning of silence in healing, for some reason I thought about the type of sound waves that scientists figured out were present in the universe following the Big Bang. Not the type of sound we are used to now. The cosmic acoustics which, if all the noise pollution around us were to disappear, I think would be amazing to experience, provided it could be still perceived by the body. Kind of "aligning with the universe".
    Anyway, Randy, I dropped off the ear-muffs for you today, hope you got them. I could not stay to see you in person, sorry, but hope you give them a try and see which ones work best for you. They are not the newest thing on earth, probably about 5 years old, but have not been abused, so hopefully they still adhere well to block the sound. Choose the one you like and email me (c.t.zen.ark@gmail.com), so I can swing by to pick up the one you don't care for. Of all people I am sure you truly appreciate the necessity of having this wonderful implement to counter the battering effects of modernity - the ear-muffs! Namaste.

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  3. http://www.meetup.com/Silent-Spiritual-Hiking/
    http://www.floathouse.ca
    I had to share these two things with you. I was looking for some hiking groups as came across this first one. I am intrigued by it. The second site I looked up because they are opening a float house around the corner from me and thought it sounded interesting. I thought I would share these with you and see if you had any thoughts/experiences with either of these.
    I hope you are enjoying the relaxing season.
    Mary-Ann

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